I'm not gonna post some nice nice post 'bout my day or some happy or average post. I'm just too sad alr.): Ever since like what, 2 nights ago ? All 'cos of just one person. Just one. Renie&Rach know why. Oh&basil. It's sad.): It's unfair. She's so despo. I wouldnt mind if she didnt resort t such ways, srsly, but this kind of means is .. pathetic. low-life. What's w/ ppl nowadays ?! I. Totally. Wouldnt. Mind. If. She. Just. Didnt resort t such ways. Honestly, I wouldnt. & she's spoilt. Who says tht she can get everyth she want in life ? Doesnt she know that she cant just get things that way ? & threatening is really .. Low. Just plain low. Like cheating, like bribing, even a simple thing like lying. It means alot. It does alot. She just doesn't know. & she's selfish. & she's so cruel. I'm not perfect, tht's for sure, I'm so darn far from perfection. But I cant deny those facts about her. & I usually wont say such stuff about ppl, you probably know tht alr. She's just hurting others. Me. & she totally thinks she can get w/e she wants. I pity him. I really do. & I'm really really sad now. I've nvr felt this horrible before, & I'm not being sarcastic or exaggerating, it's nothing but th true. It hurts okay. I wake up in th morning & tht's th first thing I think of. Almost every moment of my life I'm thinking about tht. Just 'cos of her selfish act.

- Wow amazing. My dad says I'll probably be too happy t sleep 'cos of my new phone, I WOULD have , but aft this, tht's not gonna happen. It'll probably be th opposite.

Literally, tears have been falling. Just 'cos of one person. She has no right t cause ppl pain. She has no right t force her will on someone else. She. d.o.e.s.n.t.

Like a nightmare, I lived it .. It was too big t ignore .. I hear th sounds but they pass me by , my hazard lights are flashing, somebody, anyone .. Help , 'cos it's an emergency .. Someone just wounded my heart .. So help , it's like a bad surgery .. & now it's time t recharge .. I'm starting over taking one , two baby steps .. three , four baby steps .. five , six baby steps .. I'm starting over again .. Abandoned , yea I'm crying , I'm so broken , my love's frozen .. How do you live w/ regrets ? I see th memories flash before my eyes .. My tank is running empty .. I feel so pitiful , look at my face you'll know , th pain is in my eyes .

But either way, whether she appeared or not, no matter what we wont be together. I'm just gonna give it up, try t ignore th hole, try t ignore th feelings&pain. I would have t face it sooner or later anw. What's th point ? I'm just tired. Of everything. Why. Just let it go. Hopefully, wait for th pain t subside, or at least decrease t th point whr I can bear it. It doesnt matter, let me hurt thn. I cant care enough t bother anymore ..

Diff ppl (: ;
I wanted you t be thr when I fall, t see me through it all. -... I wanted you, I wanted you. - ... I wanted you t show me what I need, I wanted you t know just how down deep .. Hais, w/e. It just doesnt change anyth, does it ?

'Cos we cant be mended so, let's stop pretending now. I , I'm so sorry baby but I , I gotta pack up&leave but I, I'll always remember how we came close .. t being what I wanted t be . There are days every now and again, I pretend I'm okay, but tht's nt what gets me. What hurts th most, was being so close, & having so much t say. It's hard t force tht smile when I see our old friends & I'm alone, still harder ; Getting up, getting dressed, living w/ this regret, but I know if I could do it over, I would trade, give away all th words that I saved in my heart, that I left unspoken.

♥♥♥♥♥♥ Yuanzhi 'Cousinx3
♥♥♥♥♥♥ Renie '老妈
♥♥♥♥♥♥ Weiqin 'Winnie
♥♥♥♥♥♥ Justlyn 'Cousineyy
♥♥♥♥♥♥ SokHing 'Twinneh
♥♥♥♥♥Rachel 'Mei
♥♥♥♥♥ Liying 'Mei
♥♥♥♥♥ Erin 'Mei
♥♥♥♥♥ Douce 'Sist
♥♥♥♥♥ Yufang 'Aiai
♥♥♥♥♥ Bernice 'Jie
♥♥♥♥ Basil 'Daddy
♥♥♥♥ Joy 'Jie
♥♥♥ Shazz 'Friend :D
♥♥♥ Sinyao 'Korr
♥♥♥ RyanChua 'HyperCrazyFriend :D
♥♥♥ Jinjing 'Nuer
♥♥♥ Vincent 'Papa
♥♥♥ Chermine 'Niece
♥♥♥ Adeline 'Nuer
♥♥♥ Huichyi 'Friend :D
♥♥♥ Melvin 'Papa
♥♥♥ Zoey 'Greatgrandaughter
♥♥♥ Janis 'Grandaughter
♥♥♥ Iris 'Friend :D
♥♥♥ Zhihua 'Papa
♥♥♥ Hanzhou 'Korr
♥♥♥ Shiping 'Marmiie
♥♥♥ Tiffany 'MinnaNoTabo
♥♥♥ Xinshuen 'Nuer
♥♥ Sherlyn 'Nuer
♥♥ EdwinSer 'Korr
♥♥ JasmineLim 'Jie
♥♥ Lokwai 'Niece
♥♥ Marianne 'Niece
♥♥ Chngqi 'Niece
♥♥ Keebin 'Nuer
♥♥ Jialin 'Nuer
♥♥ Alyson 'Nuer(Sorta)
♥♥ Huien 'Nuer
♥ DanielLoo 'Uncle

& YOU!♥
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Douce , Wei Qin , Yu Fang ,
Rachel W , Li Ying , Erin , Sin Yao
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