I MISSED OUT YSTD LIKE WTHHHHHHHHHH :@.

It was 10th ystd . I cant believe I forgot t post. I cant believe I forgot t post. I cant believe I forgot t post. I suck. Kay here it is :

♥ HAPPY (belated) 1 YEAR 9 MONTHS :D:D:D

1 year and 9 months. That was quick. I remember, th 2nd monthsary we had, we went t Rachel&Justlyn's( I think it was their's . ) room during th Malacca trip. Was pretty boring ): Then there was this long awful period of time when Rachel&me got along really, really badly. 变得一刀两断. Then everyth improved. :D I love them all anyway.(:

You're th most awesome mei I have k. ( I'm sorry liying&erin. :x you guys rock too. ) I am talking t you right now (: You're like fretting over work :o Btw, dont always think that you cant do things. You can, & thr's no harm trying. You have t believe in yourself k ! D: If not I'll worry w/ you. I'll get upset along w/ you. Thanks. Thankyou for putting up w/ my moodswings ( although they havent really came up in awhile. ) . Thankyou for putting up w/ my retarded-ness. Thankyou for putting up w/ me when I go like damn high. Thankyou for putting up w/ me when I get just downright unreasonable. Thankyou, for just simply existing.(: ily mei :D SCRUMPP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥

Yuanzhhiiiiiiiiiiiii ! You're th greatest, nicest, best friend ever. You probably wont read this, but you rock ttm. I DONT WANT YOU BE MY COUSIN ALR LAH. I want you be my mei or smth ): You are srsly one of th nicest person I know okay. & July is damn cute ! I wanna play w/ it again D: D: D: D: . This isnt about July. This is about you. Okay, focus. You're a really really great, great friend. Time&time again. I havent really seen you lost your temper. You're kind, you're considerate, you're fun. Although I dont like how you have so much strength and can hit so hard when you want to ): BUT. That doesnt change th fact tht ily :D ( no I am not les. )

WINNIEEEEEEEEEE ! :D I remember. There was this time; we were like, close. Then. Aft Taipei, we werent really, even though we always hung out together. & now we're getting closer again (: but regardless of whether we were close or not back then, whether or not we are now, I still love you ! If not you wouldnt be my winnie :D You are really nice, enthu, high, fun, great t be around & so much more ! -Let's suck @ P.E. together LOL.- DHS ?!?!?! :D:D:D:D I cant believe it's been so long already !

-Damn there's so many ppl I'm getting tired. I'M SKIPPING DANIEL LOO'S & JUSTLYN'S K.-

HIHIHIHIHI. HEH HEH HEH HEH HEH. Kay lah I say so much t you sometimes I really dont know what t say alr lorh ! You're really one of those that I can really trust w/ my feelings (: & you know thr arent many. You darn well know how hard it is t comfort me. but anw , even though you never did succeeded in trying t cheer me up , relax no one else did either, but you're still great, for just being thr & listening, for at least trying t cheer me up. you are awesome k , dont deny it :D ( K i know you totally wont. ) Thanks for putting up w/ me through all these years.

KAY I GOT T KEEP IT SHORT 'COS MY DAD'S NAGGING.

HI PAPA. YOU ARE AWESOME. YOU ROCK. DONT CHANGE YOUR HAIRDO PLEASE. I SHALL REMEMBER YOU ALL MY LIFE W/ THAT HAIR OKAY. :D:D I GOT T RUSH I'M SORRY ):

1 year 9 months anni korr ! ♥

I wont really cut short yours. 'cos. I've got quite some stuff t say. This is taking me lots of courage lah k.

I miss you korr. We dont really talk that much. & face it, things changed, to me anyway. I dont know if you think it did too. Honestly, before December last year, before we really started t talk way lesser, you were probably th most important person in my life. Either you or my 2nd bro. 'Cos my family .. They just werent there. I cant feel their heart thr w/ me. & I truly did treat you as my bro. My 2nd bro.. I felt him , I guess. For awhile. Sometimes. Like when we actually get t spend time together when we go t church. Other than that, not really. Even though there was like once or twice I shared my problems w/ Renie or Rachel then, & I didnt really share my problems w/ you, but yet you were actually th one I would open up most to. I dont know whether I really did mean anyth, but you did t me anyway. You were really like an elder brother t me, nothing more, nothing less. & thn aft th outing w/ Douce, yf&pj, things started t change. I dont know why. I dont know how. Then aft tht I started keeping things t myself again. Every now and then when I'm th verge of breaking down, then I'll tell someone. & even if we talked or smsed, sometimes I dont feel like you're focusing, or maybe I was reading too much into it. If given a chance, I would like t turn time back. Hopefully find out whatever happened that day that changed things&fix it. Now that things have happened, I'm not asking for changes. I'm not asking for anyth more. I'm fine if everyth stays th same, just want you t know, if you ever read this, no matter what, you'll always be my korr.

Okay I have t sleep. Thr's sch tmr. Had like 3 t 4 hours of sleep only last night. YET I'M SO FULL OF ENERGY NOW -.-" Please dont turn nocturnal.

Bye. Night.